September 28, 2011

You're My Destiny


Since today is aready 1:54 AM so I would like to talk about final exams. Tomorrow will be the very last paper for the final. I'm so glad and excited to go home (KUALA LUMPUR). I miss home,family and my pretty little baby(bed) hehehe =)

But at the same time, am so sad because things have to end like right here, right now, at this moment. I'm sorry but you guys need to let it go. I'll be saying goodbye to my dearest best friends here in two months, I guess?


Omg! I just love this Arifah so much. Like you can never find any other like her at other places. Well, she's not the first who I met and greeted but she's the very best friend of mine. I don't think I can lose her now and forever. Because out of my best friends from high school she's pretty different from them. It's a very huge different between Arifah and my high school best friends. But it does not matters now. We fought every single day about the very little tiny things but that makes we both become closer day by day. She's hell damn unique and supper duper cool. I will be missing her a lot. Since I call her with a nickname " mok" so now I would like to say that " I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOK " *kawan sampai mati okay? =) muuuaahh!


This kid! Oh GOD! She is so "rajin" and very "caring". She is just like a mother for me and Arifah. She took care of us just like a real mummy! I was given a blessed by having her in my life. She taught me about how to be independent and many more. None of my friends out there can really taught me about life like what she did. That's why she is irreplaceable ever. I love you baby!


Okay! This boy, I have a lot to story about. Syamim came in a bit late and when he's in I wasn't in the class. I was at my home town at that moment. So when I first hang out with him at the cafe' near our college I felt like "Oh God! This dude gila kerek" you know why I call him "kerek" because he talked to me using "kau" "aku" word. Well, I don't really like to talk with other people or my friends using that word. Like seriously AWKWARD! Okay whatever. Then after day by day he is now comfortable talked to me using my style hehehe that's my bobboy! So we become closer like omg sumpah bff sampai bila-bila! Everywhere I go there must be him standing near me. Bodyguard okay! Joke boy =) We fool around like nobody else around us. Seriously you can never imagine how we can still act cool even some said that we've got something but Nuhh! Kita kawan dunia akhirat okay! We both shared everything together. Not even a very piece of tiny shit akan tertinggal. See how amazing this friendship bond. Sometimes memang padanlah orang cakap we've got something because our friendship is very unpredictable. He can never been replaced by any other human being out there because like I said our friendship is very unique and different. It's unpredictable. And I've got this very pretty,cute and special name for hime "bobboy" Only people around us know the reason of the "bobboy" thingy.Hehehehe boy even we're like miles apart or might be hours and hours apart you're my bestest friend ever! I've promised you that I will never forget you,okay? *sayangyousampaimati


Okay! At first this guy named,Ehsan is a very weird guy? He's not weird just that we can never make a difference whether he's mad or happy. He's a guy with the sweetest smile on his face. That's why his name is Ehsan. Memang Ehsan betul :) So at first, I get annoyed with him cause he never stops smilling. *macamnaklempanglaju-lajupunadajuga but after days I've know a little few things about him sumpah cakap *gilalawaksehmamatni We've now become closer every single day. Like we both understands each other very out of well. And we've come from the same town *KUALA LUMPUR ehem ehem hehehe =D This guy oh my he's an irreplaceable guy in my world! Mark my word its my world! My world! He's a very nice,sweet,caring,loving and annoying guy ever met. Hehehe sorry Ehsan but you should know why I get annoyed with you clue *youtipui =) Up till now, I don't even know how I can leave this Ehsan in this world without me watching him. Without me so our world has gone =( I'm scared of not having him as my bestest friend and boyfriend for the rest of my life hehe different word with same the meaning kot? Something like that la. Okay I want to keep it to myself about you hehehe jealous ah nanti other people tahu a little few things about you and replace me. You dah janji ah Ehsan no one can ever replace me as your Princess Dora muahahaha. REMEMBER YOUR PROMISE EHSAN! *sayangyoulebihkawanduniaakhiratsapaibila-bilasayangyouje mmuuuaahh! =) Now I feel like crying Ehsannn!

Hmmm the reasone why I wrote about these four little gilaks friends is because they're an irreplaceable and their price can never be counted at any place I go. *sukahatijebelasahayat I'll be missing you guys a lot weh. I wish I'm a Genie so I could take you guys with me forever. I'll never forget each of your good deeds and sacrifices. Let's not forget each other and keep in touch okay?

p/s: miss me? go and buy patung dora =) sleep with it!

September 23, 2011

Best Friend Forever

I’m lazy as an elephant. I’m stubborn as hell. I also talk sarcastically but my two darlings can never get bored and tired with me. That is what one best friend did. They even taught me about life and it makes me feel sad to not have them by my side because wherever you go, there would be 100% you can never find someone like them.I don’t talk bullshit here as it’s the fact. Side by side or miles apart, dear friends are always close to the heart. They're someone that I can trust with my life who has seen the best and worst of me and will be there whenever I need someone to talk to. There is a balance in a relationship between give and take. I feel so in sync with them that I can comfortably share my innermost feelings and thoughts.

Nur Arifah Kayisah & Nur Syairah = Never been replaced ♥

September 18, 2011

Final Examination

Simple and short.

Today would be the first day of my final exam.

Only GOD knows how scared I was in the hall.

Out of sudden I can feel the butterflies in my stomach.

Right after the paper ends, I feel so good.

Chait! I really hate that feeling. Huish!

BEL was so okay =) I hope and please give me an A ,God!

Tomorrow : CTU which is Islamic Fundamentals

Next Wednesday : Office Administration

Next Friday : Business Mathematics


*ehem ehem family vacation I can't wait =)

September 12, 2011

Thoughts On Life

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

It Comes To An End

I have been blessed with good friends in my life and wish to take this opportunity to say goodbye to one of the best classmates, OM 1D.

My classmates and I met when we approached each other in the class. Since we have our own thoughts about each other, there were so many things happened throughout these days.

We laughed. We cried. We did all together and we all hang-out all together near our all time favorite place called BENDANG , but unfortunately it would not change the current situation.

After that first meeting, we often met and stay together to get to know each other. Day by day we get along and had plenty of good times together. What I love the most that you can never find any friends out there as mine, they brought me to Tasik Jitra. And that's the best feeling ever. We had a great times together.

It was sad that we could not keep what we did all the time for the next few months since we all have our own path to choose. And although it meant we no longer had any reason to continue our talks and meetings, we did. And our friendship flourished. It was a very difficult decision to make but after all people come and go. So we have to accept the fact.

Good friends are those who make you a better person for having known them. OM 1D was one of those friends. I am honored to have had them in my life. This article is a tribute to them - Until we meet again.

“From now on, when it rains, each of you will stretch across the sky in a great bow of color as a reminder that you can all live in peace.
And so, whenever a good rain washes the world, and a Rainbow appears in the sky, to let us remember to appreciate one another. "

The Greatest Pain In Life

The greatest pain in life is not to die, but to be ignored.

  • To lose the person you love so much to another who doesn't care at all.
  • To have people think that you don't care.
The greatest pain in life, is not to die, but to be forgotten.

  • To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
  • To never get a call from a friend, just saying "hi".
  • When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.
  • For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.
  • When it seems like the only person who cares about you, is you.
Life is full of pain, but does it ever get better?

  • Will people ever care about each other, and make time for those who are in need?
  • Each of us has a part to play in this great show we call life.
  • Each of us has a duty to mankind to tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends you will not be pusinshed.
You will simply be ignored, forgotten, as you have done to others.

I Am Sorry

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly and pray to GOD, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for just one more.

If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say "I love you,"
Instead of assuming you would know I do.

If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day,
Well, I'm sure you'll have so many more, I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,
And we always get a second chance to make everything right.

There will always be another day to say our "I love you's,"
And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do's?"

But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget,

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
Today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
Too busy to grant someone what turned out to be their last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear.

Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you" or "It's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.

I'm Letting You Go

September 9, 2011

Life's Too Short

What's with that?

So here it goes. I don't really know what I feel and what to feel. I just don't want to feel anything right now. This feelings is just too sucks.

What's going on with me?

Thought I'd never fall in love again but, then there was you.
I've met a guy that makes my heart beat even faster than it supposed to be and gave me that real feeling when he was there with me.

What I like about him?

I don't really know what I see in him but all I ever wanted was his faith on me.
He's funny. He's cool. He's nice. He's caring. He's loving. He's adorable. He's sweet. He's awesome. He's protective. He's childish. He's him. And he's a guy that used to be in my life.

As a conclusion?

Life's too short people and we need to live it happily. It's not really a big thing that we became like this because all I know I've open a new book for the new chapter of my life =)
I've let go everything, my hopes, my dreams, my wishes and my lives. Everything is just Impossible.

I'm over you. Letting you go is the best solution.